I would like to make a quick apology to DA, and to my watchers.
For being selfish.
I feel like for most of the time I'm on DA, I'm trying to get more favs, watchers, pageviews, comments. I'm trying to be one of the popular deviants, on both accounts. I know it shouldn't, and doesn't matter, so why am I craving so much attention for myself. And I don't want to admit that it matters so much to me, because I don't want to seem self-centered... and I try so hard not to show that side of me. And why do I always get so frustrated when I see other popular deviants, or when a deviation of mine doesn't get as popular as I hoped. I obsess over DA hoping that I have lots of messages in the inbox. I realize I've only been doing all this for myself, and not really being a part of the community. I'm acting so desperate for internet fame....
And while I spend all my time chasing fandom... I ignore the most important thing about DA....
You guys.
My most supportive watchers.
I'm sorry you guys. Please forgive me. Because your support means so much to me.
Thank you for reading, goodbye.
Journals17
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Dear God....
1 min read
It's been over two weeks since I last logged on to this account.... and over a month or two since I even submitted anything.....
Will I even use this account anymore? I've just haven't the motivation and time for photography anymore
Will I even use this account anymore? I've just haven't the motivation and time for photography anymore
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Bah... humbug
2 min read
Hark! how the bells, sweet silver bells
All seem to say, throw cares away.
Christmas is here, bringing good cheer
To young and old, (meek and the bold)
Ding, dong, ding, dong, that is their song,
With joyful ring, (all caroling)
One seems to hear words of good cheer
From everywhere, (filling the air)
O, how they pound, raising the sound
O'er hill and dale, telling their tale
Gaily they ring, while people sing
Songs of good cheer, christmas is here!
Merry, merry, merry, merry christmas!
Merry, merry, merry, merry christmas!
On, on they send, on without end
Their joyful tone to every home
(Hark! how the bells, sweet silver bells
All seem to say, throw cares away.)
Christmas is here, bringing good cheer
To young and old, (meek and the bold)
Ding, dong, ding, dong, that is their song
With joyful ring, (all caroling.)
One seems to hear words of good cheer
From everywhere, (filling the air)
O, how they pound, raising the sound
O'er hill and dale, telling their tale
Gaily they ring, while people sing
Songs of good cheer, christmas is here!
Merry, merry, merry, merry christmas!
Merry, merry, merry, merry christmas!
Merry Christmas
All seem to say, throw cares away.
Christmas is here, bringing good cheer
To young and old, (meek and the bold)
Ding, dong, ding, dong, that is their song,
With joyful ring, (all caroling)
One seems to hear words of good cheer
From everywhere, (filling the air)
O, how they pound, raising the sound
O'er hill and dale, telling their tale
Gaily they ring, while people sing
Songs of good cheer, christmas is here!
Merry, merry, merry, merry christmas!
Merry, merry, merry, merry christmas!
On, on they send, on without end
Their joyful tone to every home
(Hark! how the bells, sweet silver bells
All seem to say, throw cares away.)
Christmas is here, bringing good cheer
To young and old, (meek and the bold)
Ding, dong, ding, dong, that is their song
With joyful ring, (all caroling.)
One seems to hear words of good cheer
From everywhere, (filling the air)
O, how they pound, raising the sound
O'er hill and dale, telling their tale
Gaily they ring, while people sing
Songs of good cheer, christmas is here!
Merry, merry, merry, merry christmas!
Merry, merry, merry, merry christmas!
Merry Christmas
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Guess Whose Back 8D
2 min read
Back again 
Have you guys forgotten a bout me yet? (wouldn't blame you if you did....)
OMFG I'M SO SORRY YOU GUYS!
it was suppose to be a short break, but I was gone longer than expected. Please forgive me you guys! And don't worry... I shall get back to uploading at ONCE! 8D
I missed you bastards, did anyone miss me?
well thanks.
iluguiz...I'll make it up to you in bed I promise
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Sorry about all the inactivity.
I'm more busy on my other account >>>> KendraKayKayKreate and haven't been to motivated to do a lot of photography I just need a kick of motivation for photography, but right now I'm more motivated with my drawing at the other account.
I apologize guys and especially for not looking through my inbox and just deleting everything because it's so cluttered I can't keep track of everything, plus I'm just lazy. I just sometimes go back and forth with which account I go on more often.
So I'm going on Hiatus. If you want to talk go to
because I'll be there more often and might not see any messages until a few days when i bother to check 
Sorry for the inconvinience. Have a nice week you guys
Have you guys forgotten a bout me yet? (wouldn't blame you if you did....)
OMFG I'M SO SORRY YOU GUYS!
it was suppose to be a short break, but I was gone longer than expected. Please forgive me you guys! And don't worry... I shall get back to uploading at ONCE! 8DI missed you bastards, did anyone miss me?
well thanks.
iluguiz...I'll make it up to you in bed I promise
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Sorry about all the inactivity.
I'm more busy on my other account >>>> KendraKayKayKreate and haven't been to motivated to do a lot of photography
I just need a kick of motivation for photography, but right now I'm more motivated with my drawing at the other account.I apologize guys
and especially for not looking through my inbox and just deleting everything because it's so cluttered I can't keep track of everything, plus I'm just lazy. I just sometimes go back and forth with which account I go on more often.So I'm going on Hiatus. If you want to talk go to
because I'll be there more often and might not see any messages until a few days when i bother to check Sorry for the inconvinience. Have a nice week you guys
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Searching For Fame.
3 min read
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Surprise Feature (1,000 Words.)
21 min read
A feature for people Who don't watch or know me. But I figured I should do something friendly on the DA community for strangers I don't even know
I have to say guys, when I was hunting for features, and i stumbled on to these photos (and few manips) I swore When I looked at all of these, I could feel my heart stopping with the click of a Camera.
Enjoy
A Picture is worth 1,000+ Words.
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And a little something for my friend
Whose birthday recently passed around!
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Thank you hun for everything
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I hoped you enjoyed! Fav so more people will be able to see
I have to say guys, when I was hunting for features, and i stumbled on to these photos (and few manips) I swore When I looked at all of these, I could feel my heart stopping with the click of a Camera.
EnjoyA Picture is worth 1,000+ Words.
:thumb245251084:
:thumb244917628:
:thumb213868355:
:thumb245297588:
:thumb204213197:
:thumb244981477:
:thumb197914365:
And a little something for my friend
Whose birthday recently passed around!
:thumb189342436:
Thank you hun for everything
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I hoped you enjoyed!
Fav so more people will be able to see Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In